I love women, watching them play, touch their bodies, kiss their lips... Sex with women used to be a regular occurrence, and I lived a straight-looking life. But I have not been intimate with any woman for years and I can go days without women popping into my head.

When I photograph girls or watch a "movie" I fantasize about being the girl in the movie and not the guy. I should probably label myself "gay" now, gay men have more fun than straight men and gay bars play better music... With my mostly straight friends I usually do the regular bars and always unsuccessfully try to hit up on the women there. But I hit the "alternative" bars on a day out on my own...

Fit and sporty as the pictures show, swim and cycle, and there isn't a hill too tall for my walking boots, but lockdown and then age has screwed the body up a little bit...