OK I do not ever not want others to know me better as I am a harmless old long hair 70's (not 60's) was my decade and I completed them a full blown sex addict although I was in the closet until the onset of the web and the anonymity it provided back then(there is no such thing as anonymity on the web now a days but in the late 70's and early 80's there was more than enough freedom that some smart dumb-ass figured a way to get into other peoples pockets and take their money. With his own computer program no less!!!!
So our steadfast government watched and learned from hackers of all types and then took over the net with subliminal advertising at first then as technology progressed they were actually able to fully trace IP addresses no matter how many satellites you bounced your signal off of or how many countries you use as cover you will be found sooner or later and I am betting on sooner and if you are lucky you will be in a country with no extradition pact with the States and be able to live the rest of your life there but you will not have the internet anymore as the govt. will shut you down permanently although I am sure you can buy a laptop or something and just register it under a false identity and be able to surf the web but if they even have an inkling as to where you are and who you are disguised as then all bets will be off because you are a threat to national security now in their eyes and need to be detained and questioned at all costs.
I will say this once more and then quit my rambling on about our government. It used to be that the sum of a mans heart and beliefs was not very complicated but in our generation we have seen the the rise of the computer age and now the sum of an evil mans heart and the sum of a misguided person and the sum of the poor and outcast has gone from being a trusting society to an unknown quantity that can no more be defined than identified by the government and this makes them worried to the nth degree.
This is my sickness called paranoid schizophrenia and would not wish it on anyone and if diagnosed everything that I have seen with my own two eyes will be ruled as a paranoid delusion and they will take me away knowing full well that what I have seen is real and think another observant person is gone and leave the world to the dweebs that still populate it.
OK and in the meantime while I wait for the govt. to come and get me I have become a shut in who does not go out for anything but to the grocery store to get food for me and my cat and to the post office to cash my weekly money order sent to me by my sister who is in control of money left me by my late Father( who was a closet Nazi by the way)who died from colon cancer at the ripe age of 72 years old or maybe it was 68 yrs I can not remember now. The money allows me a modicum of freedom to do what I want and I do that on 70 dollars a week with my rent paid for and internet, too.
And as you may have guessed I am also a very big voyeur and love nothing more than to watch a woman(aware or unaware) undressing, masturbating, showering, or just out in public with no panties on and bending over every chance she gets. I dream of sneaking up on her as she bends over and fully covering her pussy with my hand and testing to see if she is wet or not. If she is then I will suggest an alcove where we can go to do the deed. I am just totally infatuated with the female body and do not even have a body type but I do have a pussy type that turns me on immensely and have seen this type of pussy on all sizes and shapes of women from little girls in my youth to to the milfs of my age today and this the fat puffy pussy with no real meat hanging off of it. The labia is completely surrounded by the outer lips that swell up so pretty when aroused I could just drop my load every time I see a pussy like that and when I get a chance to be with with someone who has that kind of pussy I become the insert and squirt guy for the first and second times but if I am turned on enough about by the sight of the pussy then I will be ready to perform at least three or four more times each getting longer and more protracted so that she/you will be cumming with me at first then before me as I lengthen my stamina with each session we complete. I just really need somebody to come and knock on my door and when I open the door to see who it is they should be ready to flash me or grab my cock thru my pants or if I am lucky I will be naked under my bathrobe and ready for anything. I want a girl or girls who like to play strip games and are exhibitionists at heart and love to be seen or are need of a shower and would like someone to take one with them who would then bend them over as the water cascades from the shower head to there head and back and place a very hard cock between their legs and up into them so that we are a pulsing and throbbing single unit for a short span of time. I dream and dream of this happening one day and now I am 55 yrs. old and realize that I have been too picky in the way I choose women and am now ready to take on the challenge of a BBW, homely, a wheel chair bound girl, or anyone that thinks that they are to strange to be picked up for a night of fun and pleasure at the hands of someone who really cares if they are satisfied or not and will do everything to make sure that that they have the best experience that a woman can have with a man. I am attuned to a girls needs and wants in bed but, if we are out in public together I may fall short of perfect as I am unused to being in public by myself let alone with a girl by my side.
I am not shittin' when I say I have been a shut in for almost fifteen years now and the feeling of paranoia has just become stronger and more pronounced with everyday and I am in desperate need of of a sex partner(maybe more as time goes on) who is attuned to my needs as I will be sure to be attuned to hers as well.
I, at the very least, need somebody to guide me in the way I present myself on here to others and just because I am fond of young girls does not make me a pervert because I am as ready and willing to be with someone that is twenty years older than me as I am ready to be with with a young girl. Hope that is enough about me and my thoughts and desires. If you have any questions I will be glad to answer them by email or better yet on the messenger as my ID is the same as my email which I do not know if they will allow me to give that info on here so I will just wait and find out.. anyway I should wrap up this diatribe and rambling on about my life and my wants and needs. Lets just say that I am one horny mid fifties guy with a not small and not huge cock but as you can see a medium length and above average thickness who would love nothing more than to get to know a girl over a game of strip whatever(as long as it gets us naked I am alright with the game) so it will be your choice of game. Hope somebody is at least interested in trading some recordings of themselves as I will gladly trade my pics and vids for yours any day and any time.